Thoughts of balance

The manifestation of evil is a signal that attention is required. Where attention is, there is energy. By controlling attention, we can change the state of things towards balance and vice versa.

If one side predominates in the manifested, then everything is doomed to return to balance through the destruction of another false concept created by the mind.

The essence of all concepts existing on Earth is always the same, but interpretations often distort the very essence for the sake of individual interest or the interest of a group (motive: dominance, predominance of one over the other).

You can verify this by looking at the world tree of religions and choosing one of the branches, asking about the history of its foundation and the reasons for degradation or prosperity.

Why religions? Because this is one of the oldest tools for controlling the consciousness of the masses, which clearly reflects all manifestations of life in its “truths” and dogmas. It all starts with you, it’s all in you. Existing and emerging individuals carry within themselves the potential of a co-creator, which they must reveal and embody within themselves, taking into account the conditions of the path of human life and other factors that impede the process of self-realization.

Having revealed the potential, the individual has the right and opportunity to influence matter and other minds, which in turn are the main source of energy and the very perpetual engine of progress. But the mind of each individual is subject to weaknesses and susceptible to illusions, which force the mind to interfere in processes that do not concern it, which leads to global imbalance and destruction in order to again show the mind that it is lost in itself.

An example of this phenomenon can be found in any of the empires that have ever existed and their rulers, who reached the peak of the development of the individual and the collective but still ran into the illusion of separating themselves from the whole, allowing the Ego to take over, which led to their complete destruction.

The creation of any empire is based on a philosophical concept that basically includes opposites that are initially in harmony with each other.

As soon as opposites become conditioned, resistance immediately arises, which soon leads to imbalance and destruction of one by the other and vice versa, but this is how evolution occurs.

The mind at first adheres to the truth, but an obstacle will inevitably appear on the way, which will draw the mind away from the truth with only one purpose – to remind the mind where its place is.

Since the mind is very strong, as long as it is active, it will not give up trying to show zeal towards the next illusion in the pursuit of imaginary pleasure. The truth is always the same, no matter how bitter or sweet it may seem to the mind.

May love be with you!

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Be yourself

I share with you a lot of love, wonderful person!
Love yourself as I love you, and everything will work out for you.


You just have to believe that you already have everything you need to create.
Even just sitting on the grass, on the sofa, in an armchair, looking into the changing scenery of the sky—you create all of this!


I know that you are afraid to admit this because all the horror that people create was also created by you, and you know very well the price that you will have to pay.
By choosing pain, you create more pain because you show the universe that you need to pay close attention to the source of your own pain, whether you are fighting it or admiring it.


Ask yourself: Who and what are you trying to prove? Who made you feel forced to prove anything? What should you give, and what should you receive in return? You know the rules, right? The game began a long time ago, or maybe never ended.


The essence of the game is to find the true self in the endless reflections of oneself, and along the way, it would be nice to reveal that potential to show your unique and inimitable vision of the truth that everyone shares and which everyone is trying to talk about.


Clear all facets of yourself from shadows and glow, refract, and direct the rays further to those who walk in the dark towards themselves—that is, the path of true love!
The purer the facets of you, the more original the manifestation of what you are.


Shadows are just facets of those from whom you studied, and your facets may go beyond the experience and interpretation of the teachers, and then you are able to realize that it is worth paying attention inward, to where the source is.


This is where you need the courage to face the ugliness of your own delusions, beliefs, and limitations without fear.
If you peer into the darkness for a long time, light will soon begin to appear through it.

May love be with you!

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Free will

All of the creatures in the universe have the right to choose a life path. It’s known as free will. It’s one of the most important rules at the physical and metaphysical levels of existence.


By the way, some of the creatures are trying to find a way to manipulate others to break this concrete rule. When they do it, it causes a big imbalance, but the entire organism of the universe is putting everything back into balance, and those who manipulate the rules of the universe are going to pay a fee, and it is impossible to avoid responsibility for anything that causes an imbalance. Nothing is for free; it might have a fee.


First of all, it is better to keep in mind that everything is in the right place and at the right time,” and when someone or something effects this process in a positive or negative way (from a human mind perspective), it could be the act of breaking the rule.


For example, when you really want to help a person but the person doesn’t ask for any help and you still try to help,”  you might steal that person’s experience, which they have to go through, and stealing is an action to create imbalance.


What I am sharing here is my personal experience, which I later found very similar to what different spiritual and religious teachers are teaching about. Interesting fact: all the answers are within us; we just need respectfully ask ourselves and get any answer related to our own existence in this beautiful world in these incredible bodies.

May love be with everyone, and may all the creatures be free and happy in all worlds!

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Letter to my “twin flame”

Day and night are always there.
Chasing each other
They seem to be separated.
Endless search—flour!
The sun roams the universe.
I don’t know where the light comes from.
The sun roams the universe.
Asking the planets where the light comes from

Have a great moment right now!
I want to share with you my reasoning on the topic of life, and I know that you will understand me. It’s so magical—everything that happens to us, the experiences that we go through…


Getting to know you turned my idea of myself and life in general inside out.
This process was painful, but I do not regret anything in any way. On the contrary, I am infinitely grateful for everything. You are the one in the life of my character who destroyed the false self that has taken possession of me since childhood.


By dying, I was freed from many beliefs that are harmful to me and to life in general. I saw that many people of different cultures are sick with a similar mental illness, specifically self-dislike, that is, ignorance. People destroy themselves voluntarily, and the «powerful» of this world take advantage of the lack of vigilance and ignorance of the masses.


Everything starts within yourself, and the world that surrounds you is created or accepted by you. Only you yourself are guilty of the suffering you go through.


If something that is uncomfortable haunts you, then you accept it and do not mind carrying it with you, and everyone has their own reasons.
People are sometimes ready to fight to protect the source of their pain.

I realized that it is necessary to respect the choice of each person, even the one who chooses the side of ignorance. We are all unique in our own way and are at different stages of development, both spiritual and material, but still, we are all one; therefore, I am with you and you are with me. Love you!


I know you are interested in what I share with you, so here is a continuation or perhaps another interpretation of the magic that happens on the way to life.
I hope you understand what I’m talking about in these posts.


If you ask me, why am I sharing this with you?
I will answer that perhaps this knowledge will help somehow on your path to self-improvement and development, and you are also a participant in the great process of evolution.


You and I personify the meeting of opposites, which are united in the unmanifested but opposite and irreconcilable in the manifested reality.


How the rationality of the mind and the irrationality of the subconscious, when interacting, cause suffering in order for the process of evolution to continue and be embodied through duality.

Let me share what it looks like from my side.
I play the role of rational thinking lost in itself, which finally met with you—irrational, chaotic, but looking like rational in order to lure the mind deeper into its trap; thus, the illusion of similarity worked. Having united the irrational rather quickly, he threw up the foundation of everything created by the rational mind and destroyed everything to the ground. This was the moment of death and resurrection (the death of the ego). This was perceived by the mind as physical leaving the body, that is, death. For the mind, this is a painful process, and the source of this pain is the irrationality from which the mind tries to escape, but understands that it is useless since it contains its opposite in itself. It is in the realization of oneness that the divine is manifested. Love is you and I both in unity and in the manifestation of opposites in relation to each other.


This is described at different times by different philosophical and religious views as Yin-Yang, Shiva-Shakti, Apollonian and Dionysian, Hermes and Hestia, etc.
It’s just incredible what paths our characters take, right?


Remember those moments when the waves of fear and anger captured you during our meetings? After all, the nature of this fear and anger is not clear to you, but the source of it is within you. I am only able to feel everything that you experience in order to better understand you and help myself and partly you on the spiritual path, consciously or not.

Perhaps you often question the universe, so the answers come to you through me and other manifestations of life in the form of signs and lessons. Whether you can see the lesson in the endless stream of your own worries and fuss, this is your freedom of choice. Vigilance will accurately help you determine yourself and your true location on the map of your life path, which is determined only by you. And who are you?

It really doesn’t make any sense. Such is my ability to see life from birth to rebirth and the meaninglessness of this process.

For limited minds, including my own, this is inexplicable and incomprehensible, which is mortally frightening since the mind is limited by the functions clearly laid down by nature in it.

When consciousness goes beyond the limited mind, the mind becomes humble, which allows the harmony of the symbiosis of the body, mind, and soul to prevail. That very Trinity is equal to the peace from which everything begins and with which everything ends.
We are one. Love you!

May love be with you!

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